Little motivation

Selamat petang :) Okay dah pukul 8.00 malam. Memang aku tak sedar langsung yang aku tak mandi lagi. Haihh. Esok nak balik maktab. Sangat malas. MRSM. Tahulah rules macam mana kan. Nasib baik dah form five :) That is the only thing that keeps me to stay there. Like seriously, tak sampai setahun je lagi kan. And the misery is OFF. Haaaa can't wait. But there is one tiny little thing. That is

SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA

Whyyyy :'( Dah lah addmath aku macam *ehem ehem. Of course lah no good kan. Killer subject. Perosak result. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan. 

Kamu kan PKP! Takkan lah simple macam tu pun tak boleh buat?

*the must-words by our teachers. Oh by the way PKP tu program khas pendidikan. Let's just say that is one of the educational institutions that is full of WELL-PERFORMANCE STUDENTS. But me? Sheesh. I don't know. Hikhok. Sooooooo "well-performance" D:

So aku tak tahu cause everytime I walked into that school, it fells like. Uggh I don't know. Bila bila masa dekat rumah, when mama cakap pasal maktab, I was like 

Cakap pasal apa? Ulang sekali lagi. Apa? Ulang? Okay I'm not dreaming. You are still a schoolgirl -.- Hang in there, Leen. 

Yu wil servaiv!

So. Pray for me, guys, for my success, especially for SPM. I am totally freakin' out whenever I think about it. It's just soooooooooooo

FRIGHTENING!

It sure is -.- Frightening. I mean, macam mana nak belajar, further studies kan? Eh, kahwin lagi. Susah kan sekarang ni nak dapat kerja? Wow, finally, I'M TALKING ABOUT FUTURE here. So what are you waiting for? Just get yourself up, and do your priority. Study. I know it's hard, but you can try. Okay dah start cakap sorang. Memotivasikan diri. And, don't get too much stressed out. It's not good for you. Just happy and live your life, girl :)

You've got happy family, awesome friends. What else could be better? :)